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The Mild West

by Space Cowboy Newt

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idonthavetheenergy Sometimes, when I'm feeling particularly alone, I find myself humming the melody to Goodnight Dandelion and then I feel slightly less alone. On the other hand her voice makes me cry though so it doesn't really make me feel better, per say, but sometimes its nice just to feel intensely. Even when that feeling is despair. Thanks Newt!! Please keep making music. Favorite track: Goodnight Dandelion.
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Olivetree 03:14
I found an olive tree, marled and growing in Boston That I know you planted Placed in my scope like a militant optimist And I cannot stand it I never wanted, never wanted Your lips, bloodthirsty, I'd forgotten Waste of the earth, your love is rotten Didn't I throw you out? I know you're not capable of leaving angry exes alone Sour candy in my pocket, wrapper on the ground You tore a branch from the olive tree and pointed at me Thinking you're chivalrous As if I were drowning and you were the lifeboat That kept my heart in business I always wanted, always wanted closure You'd ask me out so I could f*ck you over Mess you up 'til the moon comes up You already thought I was crazy Torch in my left and pitchfork in my right I'll show you what a white flag is tonight Until you're cursed and begging me for mercy Think twice!
2.
The strawberry meadow where you promised we'd live Is way past its season with nothing to give I remember when we couldn't keep away The night was a visit I couldn't overstay Why's it strange when the curtains are drawn? You don't want to touch me 'til it's morning and I'm gone I leave the light on, but you never come home So I sleep in the meadow alone Goodnight, Dandelion Can't wait to wish you away I'm only doing what I'm supposed to do But it's not enough to make you stay You don't need to tell me, I already know I fall in love quickly and fall out too slow I caught all the sickness that you ever parted with Leaving me to relive All the days between the hours with love on your breath And the reasons you gave me 'til you had none left I leave the light on just to lie awake And give all the love you won't take Goodnight, Dandelion Can't wait to wish you away I'm only doing what I'm supposed to do But it's not enough to make you stay
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You stay at home while I'm in the cosmos, looking down at the earth That I thought I wouldn't miss, but the starlight doesn't kiss like you Crossing wires and making explosions, my neurons howling at the notion That way up here, I'm out of the crossfire of two planets colliding Won't you say that you'll be with me always Portal to space and lay down in the hallways Looking down at the earth, and it's blurry You're running faster than I can; don't you hurry Cause I've been wasting my time looking for a love less true Looking down at everyone, but I'm only seeing you Now I'm watching you in slow motion, making rings around As I go around the bend to make amends 'til I'm finally homebound Couldn't be just anyone who shines a lovelight on me You're oceans and green, and that's all that I need Won't you say I can follow your orbit Fall into place 'til the stars are all sorted Looking down at the earth, and it's blurry You're running faster than I can; don't you hurry Cause I've been wasting my time looking for a love less true Looking down at everyone, but I'm only seeing you
4.
Shouldn't I be a foxglove? Shouldn't I be a daisy? Shouldn't I thrive in the light of your love instead of being so lazy? Wasn't I meant to bathe in the sunshine? Photosynthesize pressed against your skin Instead of being broken Why did he break me? Why can't you fix it? Cause now I'm out of touch My body never good enough I can't feel anything when I'm with you No matter how much I'm longing to I'm still not blooming I'm still not blooming Just let me grieve for all the petals I am losing But he told me I was made for this High heels in the kitchen, and I wanted this He was generous to me, paid me attention While he grabbed me tight So I guess I just let him Now I'm out of touch My body never good enough I can't feel anything when I'm with you No matter how much I'm longing to I'm still not blooming I'm still not blooming Just let me grieve for all the petals I am losing I can't feel anymore But I can pretend until you're done with me And you're the most beautiful soul in the world What the hell is going on with me? I'm out of touch My body never good enough I can't feel anything when I'm with you No matter how much I'm longing to I'm still not blooming I'm still not blooming Just let me grieve for all the petals I am losing

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released February 1, 2022

Written, produced, performed, mixed, and mastered by Emma Newton
Engineered by Emma Newton and Encore Music Academy

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I am the nutritious kabocha squash that grew out of your compost heap //
May my herbal harp infusions put you right the hell to sleep

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